True Life Confession Of Masturbation Addict #3
## September 24: I've been masterbating for moreover 25years..and because of me my wife also started doing it we both have health problems like hemorrhoids, herniated spinal disc problems, arrhythmia, palpitation, heartrate imbalance, blood pressure imbalance, depression, and I have to masterbate for hours to ejaculate properly...
now I'm over 40 years of age and I feel like I am 60 years old because I have abused my body almost to the maximum limits.. though the doctors can't find any major problems like heart diseases or brain damage.. I know that I have this rare undiagnosed disease crawling inside me..i can feel it inside me..i can feel it in my nerves and bones.. and the bitter part of it all is that I can't stop..
this is obsessive compulsive disorder grasping me with a death like GRIP..Probabbly leading me to an early grave. Period P.S And I have to say that I don't get that much pleasure or big loads of semen any more.. well if I tried very hard may be once in a month 50% of what I achieved 10years before can be achieved.. but if I did that.. I almost feel like I am about to die afterwards.. can not even sleep..and if I try to sleep after such masterbating sessions..while I'm sleeping my heart beats so fast as if it would jump out of my chest..pls reply.
## September 22: I'm from INDIA... I started doing masturbation when i was 15 years old.. I was very very smart and my skin was glowing and healthy... but today when i turned 20...all characteristics of mine mentioned above have been lost...i m nothing today...but today me got a chance to get back my whole characters which i had earlier, help pls.
## September 19: Hi im a 17 years old boy. I've been masturbating and downloadin and watching porn for 3 months now. it start everytime im watching a tv or when im on facebook everytime I see a girl dreading unGodly I fell like doing it. but not its giving me a problem I need help pls pray for me...
## September 6 Someone said: am from Nigerian. I started masturbating when I was 13 now am 16 going to 17 I still masturbate. I can not focus again because any time I think about masturbation only and necked girls or any time I see porn I masturbate please pray for me because I need healing. I have become a slave to this addiction.
## September 5 Someone said: I am a girl of 16,i started masturbating when i was 13.I opened my vagina(my virginity) by myself while masturbating.I used different kinds of things to masturbate.I have tried to stop several times but its not working.Every time i masturbate,i feel guilty,i am always depressed and i feel pain in my clitoris.I want to stop this evil act, pls help me.
## September 5 Someone said: I am From INDIA ....i m 27 years old boy and addicted to porn ...i don't know how to stop it....in INDIA i can't do it in real as it is supposed perverted here....so i attracted to porn sites when i was 20 year old.....after watching porn i became uncontrollable and soon addicted to masturbation..i want to stop it now.....plzz help me.
## August 23 Someone said: Hi I have been a victim of this illness called masturbation for 9years I still cant figure out any positive thing from masturbation, rather I wil count the ONLY NEGATIVE EFFECTS which include low self esteem lost of memory lack of concentration me looking older than my elder brother etc plz I need an answer.
## July 30 Someone said : hi i am 24 years old n i started the habit immediately after class eight. this habit has ruined my life and I wish I never knew about it. please please me, it is disastrous and evil....from Kenya.
## July 29 Someone said: hello i am 18yrs old i have be masturbating for close a year now and i dont find it comfortable i am begin to have lose memories i pay less attention on girls and i am not happy with it plz I need prayer for the Satan have come to destroy with this devilish attitudes. pleas help me.
## July 26 Someone said: please masturbation has ruined my life to extent that I've been masturbating since i was 6 now 18 i don't have girlfriends because no confidence and always shy n nervous..... this habit makes me feel like a gay....dis is driving me crazy...i cant sleep throughout pls help me m in trouble.
## July 25 Someone said: I'm 22, i always masturbate and it is paining me please help me i want to completely stop it.
## July 25 Someone said: I am from Zimbabwe I started masturbation at 15 now I am thirty. I am always weak ive tried stopping but I have failed. it has ruined my life. I pray Jesus will heal me, pray for me.
## July 17 Someone said: I am an Asian guy, where sex is forbidden. I was addicted at age of 15 and I didn't know what sex is. At 29, i determined to stop, but ejaculation became habit for body. Ejaculation was occurring in sleep, without dream or thoughts. This was going for 2 years. I got nervous problem like mild Parkinson, Bipolar disorder, depression, epilepsy, Rheumatic problems etc... Unlike developed country, we have to earn good to live in society with safety & at least not disrespectfully. My whole family, will be suffer if i do something shameful like this. i want to die, but for my mother, she is very emotionally attached to me, i not doing so. I am living life like hell. Shameful life. I ask help.
## July 13 Someone said: Hi, I'm a 19 yr old girl, i dnt knw how long I've masturbated. Its terrible. At first i enjoyed it and as time went on i felt like i was losing my mind. I want to stop, it has turned in to a nightmare, my life into a mess. I want my life back, plz help its killing me.
## July 11 Someone said: Masturbation has destroyed my life. I am suffering from extreme depression , social anxiety , mood swings , premature ejaculation , physical weakness etc and many more. Life becomes so grayish now , there is no joy in life.
## July 10 Someone said; I have been keeping this habit for over 3years now. And I so much hate myself... Lost confidence, memory, shaky body, depreciation in sight... I'm not whom I used to be back then anymore.. But now I know my weakness. Which is porn. Anytime I watch pornography I masturbate.. But I can't help keep off this habit. The least I have done is I didn't masturbate for a month... But I still find myself doing it. But today I have deleted porns, YouTube and all sort of ponorgraphy. Whenever the urge comes.. I engage myself In some thing else, pls need your advice.
## July 9 Someone said: pls masturbation has ruined my life totally . It steal my happiness completely .Its better to say that it killed me. I have no friends, no confidence and no self respect. I wish that i had not started it. please help me out, God bless.
## July 8 Someone said: Hi, I started masturbating when I was about 14 though I didn't know it was called that. It became a strong addiction when a friend told me what it is and how he also does it. I have low memory retention power, general body weakness, persistent pains in my knee, ankle and knuckle which makes it difficult for me to walk, run, squat or do domestic chores easily; lack motivation to study, laziness, now am very slim, very shy, low self esteem, lack confidence etc.
All these have made me miss out on opportunities and I have been stagnant for the past 10yrs since I graduated from secondary school. I have searched for the cause of my problems all these years, putting blames on my parents and friends for my condition. This website is truly an eye-opener. I have tried several times to stop this habit, there was a time(last year) I succeeded for 1 whole year, again I relapse and went back doing it again. I think the solution lies in resolved DETERMINATION and CONVICTION with of course LOTS OF PRAYERS and CONSISTENCY. Please I need your prayers.
## July 6 Someone said: I am 13 years old and right now I am in state of crying, please help me I am really addicted to masturbation. This is so embarrassing. This is like hell. i am a muslim and my religion does not allow this but instead of that i do masturbate. Please guide me what to do. i have even watched videos against masturbation but i can not stop . I m feeling very depressed . I want to kill myself. Should i tell my father about this?
## June 28 Someone said: I started masturbating at the age of 12yrs, my cousin introduced it to me am now 20yrs and living in hell. I have never been in a relationship only living a life of fantisy,I am sorry the day I started please I need help, masturbation is a silent killer.
## June 19 Someone said: I have been masturbating since 13 years old. Now i am 25 years old. I have receding hairline, weaken body, no luck and retarded. I have no friends or girlfriend. Pls help me out.
## June 16 Someone said: now i am 21. I used to masturbate when i was 16. It makes me very thin, ugly, loss of concentration in study etc. can you help pls.
## June 14 Someone said: i'm about to turn 21 and i started dis devil act when i was 16,my life changes everyday,i failed my 1st year in university due to masturbation my memory became temporary don't even know wat to do to get back my old days i wish if didn't know this horrible misunderstand and even um about to break with my girlfriend due to this laziness in my mind from morning to evening i do nothing, I need help.
##June 13 Someone said: hi my name is j******. I am happy when I saw this post. there are thousands of youth fighting this horrible devilish and destiny killer called masturbation. I started masturbating when I finished my secondary education that's 2013. nobody taught me how to do it. it was only pornography that I was struggling with until one day I was watching pornography and I touched myself.
I loved it I started doing it everyday sometimes twice or three times it made me do horrible things like sleeping with my cousin. that was a shameful thing for me to do sleeping with my beautiful cousin. she also loved pornography. I thought that was enjoyment free sex and pornography.I never knew that I was digging a sizeable grave for myself. months later my cousin started shunning me when I approach her. then I went on to masturbate like before.
I started hating myself. I looked bad. I stopped dreaming about a brighter future my hopes where all lost. Early 2014 I met a girl we became friends suddenly it clicked we started kissing and I said to myself now my problems are gone no more masturbation but I never know that I was wrong I saw myself doing that same thing . I was unhappy, girlfriends don't put a stop to the life of masturbation. I now saw this monster coming into my life with full force. I became helpless crying for my life . I tried suicide but it failed,I thought I was mad. Am confuse and I need help,
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