My name is
Afolabi Immanuel and i believe my masturbating life experience; how i deal and overcome masturbation and addiction would be of a great help to as many who has fallen victim to this self-tyrant of masturbation.
However, i got demonically stuck into masturbation for about 8 years, during which I was afflicted by marine spirits and spirit wives, as revealed in my dreams and confirmed by ridiculous experiences in my life.
I thought i was a cool Christian because though I masturbated, I did never yielded to any sexual advances from ladies. I foolishly thought masturbation helped me conquer fornicating physically with ladies, yet I masturbated to piss-off some of these ladies or their images that I always conjured up in my mind when doing the insane act.
I foolishly boasted of being a Christian because I had
resisted temptations with ladies whom came tempting me (sometimes in my room, a private office, etc. (Kindly note that I am sexually o.k because during those temptations I did be highly sexually aroused, which my tempters may notice.
At least I caught one of them stare hard at my groin region during one of such experiences, while at most times I shielded this region from the tempters or simply leave the venue of temptation) We need to understand that Christianity is either we are being hot or cold.
God doesn't even appreciate 99.9% holiness.
He expressly commands us to be holy as He's holy. So, for those who thought am Joseph, please note that I was nothing but a pretender. To get my clean sheet and destroy my sinful addiction, I decided to practically get rid of masturbation and all
erotic thought in my mind such as impure thoughts. However, whenever I battled in prayers the gateway to my spiritual challenge-masturbation, my contracts and business with international and local organization will be cancelled and all my plans crushed.
Questionable, Christian ladies unsuccessfully approached me for sex even in strange manners, while a few virtuous ones whom openly praised my virtues left me for no reason. Almost everywhere I turned, people around me rose against me. Those experiences were too gruesome for me. So, it was easy for me to decide to continue living with my marine-spirit babe, and personally pleasure myself in sin.
My concern isn't really about spirit wives, though they are consequences of masturbation. I however, confronted my addiction. I decided to bear the brunt that came with it. I aggressively prayed against the marine spirits and spirit wives whom came into my life. I have narrated my experience to show that
Christianity is a battlefield and only those who will be victorious are the ones who can "resist the devil" even to the point of "resisting with blood"
HOW TO RESIST MASTURBATING ADDICTION.
The key to deliverance from all addictions is resistance, though it may come with excruciating pain. God isn't a dictator who will just manipulate us to becoming holy or victorious over an addiction. Moses stayed without food on the mountain for forty days so as to conquer flesh and be with God.
People who come out from the occultist world understand the principle of "resistance" to securing deliverance, just as some people will "resist with their blood" so as to attain salvation. Brethren, we've got our parts to play as God's faithful to give us the Word to fight our battles, as well as resist the Devil. There's no human logic involved.
You have to "resist" it. Resistance is an action that involves "lots of excruciating physical and spiritual struggles/ warfare’s/ disciplines". There were countless times that I did wake up when my sleep was in "gear sweetness", just to pray. There were times I did "strong erections", just out of nowhere, for "many straight hours" (I guess you can't imagine the social, and psychological tortures as well as embarrassments that came with the HOURS OF THE STUBBORN ERECTION).
However, if you fail to maintain and keep up the burning desire to deal with masturbating addiction through resistance by severe prayer and commitment. My dear, God did answer your prayers and saw your struggles, but truth is: you failed to COMPLETELY do your own share of the battle. Please, pray and practically resist it, despite the torture(s) that may be involved.
It may involve taking strolls; visiting Christians brethren even when you should be indoors; not looking at ladies at all--till you defeat the problem; not moving your hand anywhere close to your groin area; not even looking at your organ; keeping off from all forms of porn’s and seductive stuffs.
Hurriedly bathing your organ when you are having your bath; quitting watching the TV, etc
I can remember heavily masturbating to Rihanna's Rude Boy's music video immediately it was released till my organ got painful sores. I felt a strange sensation come upon me immediately I saw some visuals used in that symbolically immoral video. After about 4 year that I saw the video, I watched a Christian video that
exposed some demonic signs and strategy used in that Rude Boy's video.
Some Nigerian artistes have joined Illuminati which is busy killing souls of men, especially via immorality) Remember, better to pluck out your eyes if it will take you to hell? (For those who may nurse thoughts of marriage so as to solve the problem, please discard marriage as its solution.
Solve your problem and then later think of marriage. I strongly advise that if anyone is spiritually harassed by marine spirit babe/ boos/ babes/ omo-to-shans/ guys/ big boys/ badoos/ baddest-guys-that-liveth /etc etc, such a person must please run fast for deliverance. When I was in bondage as a lukewarm Christian, at times I was so much sexually harassed in dreams that I did wake up and be stimulated to jerk severally.
Immediately, after breaking my fasting, or even during personal bible studies. I had kissed a mermaid that came out from the ocean in my dream and done terrible weird sexual acts in my dream despite being a "masturbating virgin"
During my 8 years of my spiritual slavery to masturbation. (Kindly note that I started that evil act in my late 20's, through porn, because as a 27 year old virgin, I was curious to know what sex was in real life.) Eventually, after my deliverance I saw myself in dreams lifting a huge stone to hit a fair (stainless babe) naked lady lying helpless in a pit.
I also saw a half-sized dead mermaid in the sink of a kitchen, among other victorious revelations. I have pragmatically emphasizes much on this post, so as to practically share some of my own EXCRUCIATING experiences while dealing with masturbating addiction, that eventually ushered me into my victorious Christian life.
Let us kindly note that this practical approach isn't "only" about how to get rid or deal with masturbating addictions but how to practically conquer sin, be victorious over Satan and demons, alongside be a terror--as a Christian--to sin, Satan and sickness. God bless us all.
